Sunday, September 23, 2012

Know Your Ghosts. And Your Truth. The End.

     In the past forty-eight hours I have been present to two of the most profound “ghost stories” my ears have ever been witness to.
 I am still processing what is and what could be with both.
     With permission I have asked to share what has been told to me minus names and great personalization.
Here it goes.
    A few years back, while in bed one night. Mr. X was slightly awoken to a presence in the room to which he was sleeping. He was paralyzed but able see a handful of shadow figures standing over him.  When he finally came to, completely aware and out of slumber, he immediately realized his body was lying on top of the bed horizontally not vertically and that the bed was properly made as if he didn’t climb underneath the covers to rest that night.  When Mr. X’s feet hit the floor he discovered the entire carpet, even the area beneath the bed to be soaking wet.  There was no leak in the ceiling, this room is in the top floor of the house and there was no sign of rain during the night.  I am going to stop there.
     If that had happened to me I’d most likely say the rosary for a good portion of the following six months.
     The next incident is very Tom Robbins, Jitterbug Perfume (my favorite book) And I am honored to have witnessed this experience retold passionately to me.
     Mr. Y past away a little over a year ago.  His wife, who is still living, received an email from him September 1st, 2012.  Her birthday is the very next day. In it was his favorite picture of her nothing else. She is unsure of how or why this could have ever happen.
Well, I am sure .  And then again, no I am not. And that’s how I would like to segway into something right now in the present.
What is your truth?  What is THE TRUTH?  How many truths ultimately are there? Can there be more than one?
Sleeplessness, anger and overwhelm are penetrating the air. 
Stand firm in your core values that serve the greatest good.  Question everything to find out your truth because everything is possible.  Just please don’t forget in the process to get right with your maker or at least try.
Things are shaking up all across the board.  Demons and Angels battle through the next few astrological events hardcore.
After hearing those two stories in the past 48 hours and dealing with other pretty heavy paranormal events I can honestly say that I have seen some things of my own free will and some not.  And I can feel to my core that getting right with your truth may just be in order.

Good luck and stay blessed.

Monday, September 17, 2012

Speak Your Truth. Even If They Call You Crazy.


Being able to speak my experience and truth
about the paranormal plane  was an amazing
gift this weekend.

Friday evening I kicked off the lecture series at The Summit Hill Heritage Center.

The turn out and response has been more than amazing and overwhelming! 
I was asked to come back and deliver the message again.
     However, I had no idea that the venue itself was a church.  I stood from the pulpit and talked about seeing, feeling and being in between the veil. I answered questions on what’s beyond our physical existence and my personal experience of angels and demons. 
     I had an outline prepared. I played music before I went on. After I was introduced however, I just went raw and it felt amazing.
     I met some really great people and had some interesting conversations about their own experiences with death and beyond.
     I am excited to do this again!
     Saturday I promoted my first child, Witch Wolf? The Curse. During the book signing I connected with a woman who was a huge inspiration in the path I took. Marcia Evans was English teacher, senior year of high school. She had written an article called A Pearl Of Great Value published in The Readers Digest. It was about her not so easy journey and how she turned her struggle into a positive life. I was forever changed by her words. My college choice was influenced by her as well as the fact that I just wanted to radiate the beauty, love and wisdom that she did in her classroom and beyond.
     I was able to share this with her out loud with no shortage of tears.  Which means, I cried at my own book signing! 
     Then yesterday I sat in service able to reiterate and deliver some of the major points I hit on in my lecture Friday night to my clients:  READ MORE HERE.

Tuesday, September 11, 2012

Be OK With NOT Being OK Today.

I am holding space today for those who have reached
out to share with me their physical, emotional
and spiritual happenings occurring as I type on this anniversary of 9/11.

If you are experiencing unusual physical symptoms like tightness of the chest, heavy breathing, bad taste in your mouth, sharp pain or if you are extremely over emotional and you have no idea why I need you to take a deep breath and just accept that you are indeed experiencing the reverberation, the echo, the imprint of spirit.

Please stay in light and take a moment to just accept that your consciousness is honoring the events that hit home for us a decade ago.  Do not try to figure out or label anything that shows up.
The human experience is united when we are empathetic to a negative situation.
However, do not let it consume your being.
Let it flow through you naturally as unnatural as it may seem.  Ask for healing.

I do believe that because of where we are in the wheel of 2012 that spirit is calling upon us in any way shape or form to let us know there is a much bigger picture than the reality at our fingertips and to politely remind us that we are all one. We are all connected despite our religious, political, spiritual, marital, economical or racial views. Perpetuating separation by holding judgement to any of the above does not encourage world peace.

BEING PEACE inspires and encourages world PEACE.

There is a great amount of healing we as a people, a nation, as human beings need to endure.
The simple solution but the hardest task it seems is to live from a place of love.

The following text is from Daily Meditations For Practicing The Course In Miracles.
   To Heal is To Recognize Our Unity With All Others.
What we have yet to understand and embrace is our connection to each other.
Because we continue to see individual bodies, we continue to experience individual comparisons. It's this perception of separateness of the subsequent inferiority or superiority one feel, that "sickens" the mind. A single prescription for any ailment: See only love and Oneness in God. It's that easy.
     How do we change the way we look at others? It's best to begin with ourselves.
Appreciating our own oneness with God (The Source, The Universe, The All, Goddess, Eck) gets us started.  Once we feel that connection, we can imagine connecting with others too. Then we must practice. With as much compulsion as we used to devote to judging others, we must now love others as ourselves.
I can help to heal the world by how I see my brothers and sisters today.

Heal within today so that the world around us will be healed too.
That is the best way we can show up with the "stuff" that is showing up today as we remember 9/11.

Wednesday, September 5, 2012

My Big Fat Birthday Wish

When I stood up Monday night at Wheel to address family and friends I wanted to make it very clear of my intentions:
     My birthday event was not about gifts or games or anything but the deepest desire to have all of the people I love gather in one room and share smiles, laughter and love - over some delicious food and some great music of course!
     I wanted all of my friends to meet, well, all of my friends. Connection and lifting people up in order for them to evolve toward their best being is so important to me. It always has been.  Community is key.
     Bringing all corners of magical people in my life into one place was the best way I knew how to do this being I come from a heavy event planning back ground.
     Much to my surprise dinner was standing room only.
I'd like to thank Tom, owner & Executive Chef at Wheel for not only personalizing my party with writing on the entrance door but for baking the best cake & providing the best food and atmosphere a girl could wish for.  There were so many happy bellies!  We were all so much more than impressed.

And I truly got my wish. My friends laughed and loved each other and I was happy to swim in the experience.  Thank you to everyone who showed up and made the night remarkable.

I must also give HUGE HUGE love to Regina Nicolardi  an amazing woman
and photographer who took amazing shots for my upcoming book and website.  I have to say, I was a nervous wreck about all that lens focusing on me but Regina handled me gently and with so much care.
Mary Huber Harwood, did my makeup and hair.
This brilliant gal knew what I wanted and ran with it.
She was graceful, careful and a whiz at fake eyelashes.
She even stayed with a watchful eye and powder puff through the entire experience.
Which was great because my left eye was leaking the whole time!
If any bride to be needs a make up artist or photographer,
I would recommend these two goddess's hands down.
We really and truly had the best time.
There was nothing but fun and love and breathing out!
Thank you so much ladies for making me feel and look like a rock star.

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