Friday, October 21, 2011

About Last Night....

A huge round of applause and gratitude for the five women who participated in the first public seance turned first public - crossing over.

Three spirits
One very bad energy

The first hour and a half of our time discovered Douglas, Alex and Theresa who not only confirmed their names through the Franks Box but also confirmed that they wanted help - to be crossed over.

But there were four names.  The last being Helen.

That energy that did not want to leave.

I asked those who were participating if they would like to assist me in opening the gates for those who showed up and declared help.
All who were there complied.

This was definitely not expected.

Holding hands, in a circle - we did 'the thing'.  But after one of the male energies crossed - the white loving light of the universe went out, the door closed and I was met with a monster in the darkness.
It was a dragon/gargoyle type .... my body rocked again - the same way it did at the previous home clearing in September.  St. Michael the Archangel was summoned.  Never really sure if it's him, but someone always comes - enters through a window....leaves the same way.

The women in the group were strong. Their openness and courage gave me the strength to continue.

We called the light back. The other two left.

When we were finished the divine task,  a voice screamed at me.
"Who the fuck do you think you are?"

One of the group participants asked me what Helen thought of this....she must have picked up on what was happening. "She's screaming at me right now! She's pissed."

Dave Wargo consulted the pendulum.  The things we discovered were not pleasant.
My team and I have come to agreement that there is a negative energy disguising itself as "Helen" acting as a keeper of all the spirits who have passed or enter on the premise.

We asked the pendulum to confirm.  It did.

Next week should be something. I'm actually really anxious to see what shows up this weekend for the investigation.  Despite what happened to me two years ago on premise - everyone until now was playing nice.....
or so it seemed.

Stay tuned.

Thank you again to my team on site. For confirming the orb around me while my body was swaying - and the smoke that was rising from the floor - still trying to debunk that one.....
I am grateful for our journey and learning adventure.
Cheers to staying protected and in God's favor.


Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Flying SoLow on My Broomstick.

Tis the season of the Witch.
And let me say this from personal experience
the dead are definitely walking among us...
and talking among us and having quite a laugh I must say.

... find it quite hard to write about all of it lately.Things are happening at such a rapid pace.
Awareness changes almost on a daily basis with new discovery at every turn. home, new job, new friends, new life ghosts ...
or dead men talking
at least, that's what my friendly neighborhood soul ....
..suggested...then he chuckled and proceeded to tell me his message for his wife.

There are things I'd like to blurt out loud in the middle of the day, on a Wednesday but I'm not sure that anyone would listen.  Everyone is going through some kind of shit storm it seems.

There are things I'd like to blog about that I'm witnessing, experiencing, taking part in but I want to, no, have to be cautious as to this tale is not strictly my own.
The living in my life are going through a hell of a lot (of hell). I'm doing my best to comfort them without saying too much. It just isn't my place to be more than a shoulder.

Names, events, places would definitely all have to be changed. Don't have that kind of energy at the moment. Staying present is what's most important.  I can go back and put it all on paper some other rainy day.

I am anticipating tomorrow evenings event at the former Broneys Hotel.
History in the making! At least, personally. Boundaries? ....What? (nail biting)
Part of my knows that I'm diving head first into the shark tank, the one where I've already been bitten. Steve Irwin much?
Wow. Yeah....I just made that reference. But I'm not scared. Not at all.
I want this experience to be what it's supposed to be - whatever shows up -
for the good of all. (of course!) Definitely not skipping prayer before we start.
Finally, if there even is a final thought to the most rambling blog I've posted to date....
I want to say...I feel like I'm in five separate schools right now.
Perhaps preventing me from writing/creating so much.
The mental notes are exhausting!
Business school. Mom school. People school. My new life school. Medium school.
They are in no certain order and class seems to change with out a ringing bell or any warning for that matter.

For the record, I don't claim to be an expert ...or any of the subjects. (Period)
One day, perhaps I'll get great at a few....  would be pompous to suggest all.
But at least I'm trying and I'm not delusional.
Now if you'll excuse me, I've got a another plain to catch.
See you soon.



Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Praise and Singing Bowls

Coming out of the broom closet. opening a wellness studio with two bright lights
has been a hell of an amazing carpet ride. BLESSED BE.

But there's a ...this side of me that, YOU know....
and I've got a whole town of ghosts that are eager to meet....and share!

Validation is coming from all angles.
It's humbling to say the least.
Yet it's opening all kinds of rabbit holes.
And I find myself somewhat stuck....

I really want to be clear that I am truly honored to serve the community and be a tool for the universe. Regardless.

Definitely seeing things that aren't so nice about people now - clearly.
My bubble has burst in a strange and delightful way.
However, those who 'get me' know I will remain on the positive side.
It's as if both people and Spirit are testing me like I am a parlor trick of sorts.
I'm seeing thing that I've never seen. Feeling things I've never felt.
So sorting through it is taking some time.

To clear up some of that stuff and to set myself right, I asked the amazing Mr. David Price if he would be so kind as to lend me the bells in the light of the full moon, I was blessed to participate and witness while setting intention and feeling the vibration of the sound - Antique Tibetan Bowls - In Buddhist practice, singing bowls are used as a signal to begin and end meditation. They have been known to open chakras too.

I feel at peace with what was offered tonight. I feel clear on what was received.
A heartfelt Thank you - David, Joanna, The ancients and the universe. I am in awe.

With that - I want to sit in abundance of love and give a huge shout out to my Tribe - those who get me. Seriously.
Anne Marie and Selena, Arlene, Mary, Francis, Devin, Mom and Dad, Kathy T, Heather, Natalie, Becca, Becky, Colleen, Christie, Mama Trudi, Nadine, Rachel and Jenn. I am so grateful for your divine presence, for our friendship, for our time, laughter and lessons.

What an amazing ride. Let's harvest more shall we?

Tuesday, October 4, 2011


things have been moving at the speed of light, to do lists grow...i am proud.
there are not enough hours in the day for the kind of things that need to be addressed
stuff is happening....coincidence seems like a new best friend that has grand attachment issues and I am honored to be working it all out with her

in that however, there are lessons to keep track of, mind of
take a step back and...listen
to not be distracted by flights of fancy that really weren't flights or that fancy at all
(sigh) I definitely have a new appreciation for blues in my playlist:  Jimmy Reed & Etta James being new friends.

Elemental Alchemist has been open for 4 days.
It's been a whirlwind of adventure, investigation and love.
The studio has a smell that attracts people from almost a block away.
Making soap and incense while getting to know my new business partners is a blast.
I've seen a few clients, met new friends & embraced old friends as they walk through the doors too.
A big fat thank you to all who have welcomed, supported and are open to loving us.

Apologies for not posting part two of the paranormal blog.
But I also moved my home, and started this amazing life transmutation in a awesome tizzy.

I am true testament to changing the negative in your life to positive.

A big shout to The Cerebral Circus with Kenny Jay for having the Alchemists on the radio tonight!

Exhaustion and delirium are setting in. True Story.

Office Hours tomorrow starting at noon. 31 Race St. Jim Thorpe.

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