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Be gentle with the hearts of those you entrap
for the suffering you unconsciously or consciously cause
will come back to you threefold.

Be aware that when you use other people as bandaids or personal scratching posts that there are deeper issues you and your ego are ignoring:
Self Esteem, Co-Dependence, Addiction being at the top of the list.

Passive aggressiveness, self righteousness and never admitting when you have wronged another human being are not charming traits.  But thank you kindly for leading by example.

Thank you also
for helping me
to be a better person.

X3 X3 X3 I am ready now to receive. X3 X3 X3


Remedium Amoris

- The cure for love is still in most cases that ancient radical medicine: love in return. - (Daybreak, Neitzsche)

The WORLD needs more love letters.  I firmly stand behind this regardless of how reckless I've been. There's too much chaos, madness, sadness and death permeating the air - infecting us with it's treason, spite & revenge.   Love is often the harder choice when shit is hitting the proverbial fan blowing a ton of WTF at us. 
According to every guru, theology and hippy on Haight street -  love should be injected into each person and area of our lives despite it all.  It should be universal and free. When we are hit with a mass amount of negative energy from an individual - returning love to them breaks the cycle because it is unexpected.  Like a secret weapon. PA-POW! Glittery pink hearts will kick your middle fingers ass! Perhaps The Beatles then were on to something. 
Yesterday the wise crone whispered "The heart betrays us."  She smiled in a way that I…

Love knows no Boundaries, Death or Time.

It is with great honor that I am retelling todays experience with the paranormal as it just so happens to be a love story.  I'm not even sure I can do it justice - but I'll certainly give it a try.
Sally met Harry when she was 19.  She was working at Disney in Florida. He was visiting his father when their two month affair blossomed. They stopped speaking (mostly because of Harry). But Sally knew in the time that they were apart she never wanted anyone nor could she be with anyone else till by coincidence fate connected them five years later.  Seven amazing years and two beautiful children after that, Harry took a seizure while sleeping this past May and died. I don't know his exact age, but I will say he couldn't have been quite thirty.
Harry showed up at my back door on May 18th. I didn't know who he was or why but I didn't want to deal with him. For the first time I could see a spirit without meditation or closing my eyes to focus. At three am, for a woken bathro…

Get comfortable being uncomfortable.

Deep within the walls of your cocoon, (your home, your very own skin) wretches the butterfly as it changes from Caterpillar beneath the three eclipses that have now come to force us into deep self actualization and radical transformation.

Sing with me ....Cha, cha, cha - chan- GES!
Welcome to Eclipse season.
What's dark will now be light. What's weak will now phase out from your life despite your best wishes.
Enter beginnings and with every new beginning becomes someone else's or somethings end.  Amen.

The first eclipse took place June 1st. A solar eclipse which usually means happy new beginnings.
The second falls Wednesday June 15th and hits close to home (literally).
Finally, the last (& for moi expected to be the most chaotic) will make it's arrival July 1st highlighting friends.  Weeeeee!
This is almost a mirror of what happened last year at this time. (Totally gonzo!)
But what it means to all is that change is inevitable.
Please take the time to read more abou…