Thursday, March 24, 2011

I am grateful to share an excerpt of the work I am continuing to do with Psychic Medium and Psychotherapist Arlene Duggan.  

March 22, 2011
Wandering into the globe. – Arlene Duggan

Global consciousness is extremely important now. However, we need to be very careful not to freak out. With the exception of 9/11, we have been very protected as Americans within in our country.
In light of the earthquake and tsunami, we would have never have responded as humanly as the people of Japan have to their crisis. We most certainly would have been dog eat dog. Coming from NY I’m aware of how people rip at one another. You can look at the news every day and see the base element of our nations people coming out in this time of economic and global crisis. Then you look at Japan and you see their people sustaining the food and gas lines with great dignity.

When it comes to Libya and khadafi – as a nation we certainly cannot afford another war yet we are there. The umbrella that Obama has labeled as “support” in this dire situation is false. We are the ones that supplied the missiles that are destroying their country.
Now, there is breaking news from Afghanistan of atrocities committed by Americans, the same dark things that we have been accused of in Iraq. It hasn’t been fully explained at this time, but we need to own it. We need to own the violence that we breed in this country.

We also have to own the power of money in our society and how that determines how we judge human beings, an area or an event. There is so much that goes on within our modern culture that is counterproductive to our human growth.

Today I’m thinking of paying more attention to shamanic and indigenous religions, the writings of the tribesmen of the world. I have mentioned previously that they have a wisdom that is way beyond the traditional religions. Don’t get me wrong I am not putting one religion or another down. What I am saying is that right now, we are truly missing out on the intelligence and the healing and destructive powers of the earth. First, we must acknowledge that the earth is in charge of us.  Not vice versa. We also must acknowledge that the entire globe will be redesigned. Some countries will physically disappear and be annihilated.  Others (Hawaii) will leave their homeland and immigrate and infiltrate throughout the United States.
We also have to be fully aware of the acceleration of earth’s events: from volcanoes erupting and major earthquakes right down to our own stupidity. By this I mean we have built a nuclear reactor on every fault line. For example there is a reactor just around West Chester New York. It seems that for some reason our nuclear reactors mostly lie on these very precarious lands. Is it an unconscious death wish?
It has been predicted, particularly the New York reactor’s case that there will be a significant quake within a short period of time.

Native American’s said we (the modern American people) float around in a dream like state. A good reference would be kamu’s book, The Plague. The author talks about big society, and big busy life where everyone runs around about their own self-servant business. But beneath all of that lies rats who carry the plague. It’s not acknowledged until it erupts and kills thousands and people run away. One particular character who is an atheist, who believes in nothing, stays and cares for every person he comes in contact with and ultimately he dies. This is the definition of a true saint.
We have to acknowledge the immensity of the current issues economically, globally, biochemically. At the end of the day, we are at the mercy of all it.

But what does that mean to us personally?
1. Don’t come (operate) from a place of fear. Understand that we (you and I) are not meant to be here for the long haul. Death is inevitable. What we are talking about in terms of the continents reordering may not happen right now. But we do not know for sure. The bottom line is that if we come from a place a fear we will be paralyzed.
We must live in the present, not rushing ahead of ourselves to control what we do not know. As a society we are superficial.  There are individuals who live good, holy, creative lives, but in large we judge by material things we all have which can blow up on us at any time as we can see with Japan. The thin that is interesting – they can report from Japan what is going on – I will sit in amazement and watch it knowing that thousands of people just disappeared. They are no longer subject to the earth – probably lucky if you think about the bigger picture.

2. Acceptance. We just have to accept it. Be honest and embrace the future and all it’s possibilities.

3. Blossom where planted. Wherever you are, meet everyone with love. Living from love and not from fear is the hardest thing to do. But acknowledge the goodness in people. Even those we normally would perceive as bad because of their actions.

4. Understand that prayer is much more powerful than we give it credit. Prayer for the earth and the creatures of the earth has a great energy. It won’t solve our crisis but it will change us as individuals to understand that we are a mere grain of sand on a beach.
If we can dialogue and connect to like-minded individuals we can create community and take care of one another and face whatever comes our way with courage out of love.

Monday, March 21, 2011


I’m caught in a web of personal disaster and global madness.

The Japanese earthquake (The Chile Earthquake) the about to be nuclear meltdown is just a hair on the head of the beast about to rip its teeth into the masses. 
Can you feel it breathing down your neck?

The ring of fire is lit. Some are saying that
“The New World Order” is underway.

Haliburton is putting kids in juvenile detention centers while continuing to build a corporate army to do it’s dirty deeds. The rest of us who aren’t part of the code will be left to fight the civil war that is about to erupt.  The Global war has always been underway.

Hawaiin people will moved to California for safety.
Iodine pills will be swallowed all along the Pacific Coast as night caps or with vitamins in the blazing sun light.
Libya is just another volatile country a number at this point.
Does North Korea have anything it would like to say?
While the United States is at war with everyone, Mother earth wages war against it’s own stage four cancer: US – the human race.
We are but the mold on the crust of the planet, multiplying rapidly. Sucking the last life-blood from the very vessel that carries us through space.

None of us belong anywhere. We are not of sound mind to help ourselves.
We are turning on each other and our loved ones by the minute. The planets have been aligning to make it so.  There are too many coincidences to not think that the puzzle is being finished right before our eyes.
If Jesus came back, the question is not what would he do, but would he bring an army to fix this?

I can no longer deny that something much larger is alive and lurking among us.  I can’t say I fully agree with all of the conspiracy theories that are flying about but I will say that we are deaf, dumb and blind when it comes to the truth.  We are too wrapped up in our overly important lives, tweeting our day away to wonder, what then – is next for us? What as a people shall we do to reverse the tide? 

Ladies and Gentlemen, gather your values. Get informed on a level that’s not AOL News or TMZ. Buy some food and water.  
If you can live off the land then so be it.
I don’t think aliens will even be an issue – we are the fucking issue. 
We did this to ourselves.

Get right with your God Ladies and Gentlemen.  Whatever that means to you.  Get right with your God cause this is not a movie.  
This reality show has no network to negotiate with.

Friday, March 11, 2011

Earth's Consciousness - Dear Japan

March 1st - Sitting in a room across from Arlene Duggan. A psychotherapist, psychic medium who I also am blessed to call a friend and mentor. I sit down and open my lap top to record some of her stories about the experiences she's encountered with those who no longer walk among us and the following is the prologue.

Reality is traumatizing. Mother earth is spewing and changing and demanding us to pay attention and yet, we are not. We as a people are compartmentalizing as we look at the world as something we can ultimately control. However, we cannot. 
The earth will eat us and spit us out long before we have control of her.

We can see it now with a redefinition of the continents: The Christ Church of New Zealand, fires in the Miami wastelands. Tsunami's on the horizon (now/today we watch Japan engulfed and wait for raging waters to hit Hawaii and California) The earth continues to heave and spew.

I sit in this little metal box called my "house" and think to myself that it could be flooded.  I could wash away with it. Is it possible? 
We don’t know because we refuse to tap into the consciousness of the earth. 
This consciousness is different from the human and God and universal consciousness’. 
We make believe it doesn’t exist.

Only Indigenous people know the heartbeat of the earth. They listen and take their cues from our mother and we do the opposite. We take from her without hesitation. Modern society is falsely under the illusion that we can save the earth while the earth is now at war with us.

I love to pick up the shamanic books – for exercises to get in touch with the earth. And I have been fortunate to be in touch with a monastery that has been known to ground themselves close to the earth. 
They respect the our planet.  These Monks are in touch with the Indigenous tribes globally. If you go to the liturgy up there they will do readings from affiliate tribes (like from upstate NY). Indigenous people teach us about the earth and the animals (us being one of the animals). 
For 30 years I have been exposed to this way of thinking. Humanity can only survive if it gets in touch with the earth and the power of the earth itself. We work under the illusion that we can save the earth while she in fact is destroying us on a daily basis.

At nightfall you can become so aware of colors and beauty of the trees w out the leaves – the branches crisscrossing with the sun going down behind it,  To understand how small we are as individuals …is perplexing. The oceans – the floor of the ocean is vast and unknown and beneath it – we have NO idea of what lies. We have decided I guess that it’s plastic – I can’t say that it’s helping things – it’s cluttering.  As a world community we are master hoarders. 
They speak of global warming, which is funny, it’s merely a natural progression of the earths history. European scientists are coming to these conclusions and making them their truth. It’s nothing more that what the earth has been doing for eons. 
We think it’s because of us and we can fix it. 
WE can’t.
We have to go with it. 

In the United States, Vermont used to be the place where maple syrup emulated. However, now this natural production is moving south. Just recently the southern states are getting snow as San Francisco waited for snowfall.  You can see these changes happening globally.
WE also have planet Chiron that is now coming into close contact to the earth. The 13th planet coming in JULY. This is going to have major effect on the tides, rise and fall of the earth and emotions within us as well.

There are afraid that there is life on those/that planets – simply because it’s the unknown.

What is the individual’s responsibility in all of this? What is each and every person’s responsibility to tend to the piece of the earth that is his or hers? 
While it means to care and respect the earth itself it also means the people that we are responsible for the people we come in contact with. Blossom where we are planted. Grow in community.
We need to take care of the people that have been sent to us in our lifetime. 
We have a conscience's responsibility that we have to live up to each day – it’s individual – it won’t mean the same for everyone.
We like to suck at the breast of fantasy so as not to have to deal with reality – a world economy that is unraveling – it’s global.

How do we claim our responsibility?
Knowledge of Thyself.

Values Clarification.  Values are missing in our society an economic professor told me that two things are missing in curriculum – economics and values clarification/morality. We don’t teach it. There is no conduct or code. Looking back on my life, there was a rule of conduct in the schools I went to, neighborhoods I grew up in and within the family. Young people don’t have that today.
One big factor – under funding of schools and putting children in charge of the adults – rather than the adults in charge of children. We are stripping the educational system of arts, music and physical Ed – which is going to have disastrous results, no I'm sorry, which is having disastrous effects. 
My daughter was bitching last night that these things have been replaced with a technical class in her daughters school. My granddaughters new tech class was to make exploding bottle rockets. My granddaughter failed because hers didn’t get off the ground.

We are teaching violence. Everyone acts out on this stuff. It's truly a ripple effect.
Every day there is murder and shootings and a car runs through a house (which seems to be indicative of The Poconos).  Funding for war games was recently increased as funding for musical games like guitar hero are taken away.  War (even within ourselves) is never the answer but a catalyst to our ultimate demise.

Clarify your values and get in touch with what it is that is at your core.  
Fill yourself with love. 
Love yourself kindly and then spread that love to others. This is not sexual love, but love that generates compassionate conversation, forgiveness and empathy.
It's not about just a good deed a day.  This world needs sacrifice much bigger than that. 

Addendum/ March 11th. - From Michelle
While we sit and watch our brothers and sisters in Japan struggle, while we wait to see if tsunami waters will reach Hawaii and California - we can turn our anticipation into prayer.
While we wait we can send the universe's love and light to those places - actually see them in our minds eye and pray for the earth's tranquility. Pray for the safety of our children and our brothers and sisters in this wicked reality.
Have a moment of silence for those we've lost, for those we love and for us.

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Today's Forecast - A new beginning.

March 1st.
The window in my room is open to compliment my spring cleaning in stilettos.
The sun is beaming in the sky.
Meditation, relaxation and a clear mind is perfect to begin my new project with Arlene Duggan.
Arlene is a renowned Psychotherapist from Long Island.
She is also a Psychic Medium.
I have worked with her to help better understand my abilities for almost a decade now and have referred her love to dozens of others.
She baptized my beautiful daughter and continues to shine a loving, light on all of my bumps in the night - and in waking life.

To call her a friend is truly a blessing.

Today she will retell me her story.
We will go on a journey to which I will document and cherish the entire ride.
We are open to the universe's divine message and intend to share that with you.

I'm looking forward to brave enlightenment - together.
Wish us all luck.

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