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I am thankful for YOU.for the stars and the moon.For the feast and a day off of work with the rest of civilization. For love and all it's possibilities. For hope For my family and their health & well being. For friends peppered far and near. For abundance, creativity and of course - penetrating & infectious laughter (& hugs) - the cure of all disease.

Because of you, I Am Today.

Fortunately for me, I have a Wonderwoman lunch box
filled with Cd's of our time & our laughter together.
Your voice, right now - singing sweetly in my ears.

Fortunately for me,
YOU rebirthed me.
I have a draft of an email I never sent...yes... it's addressed to you with subject line stating: Because of YOU I am today.
Let me take a stab at finishing this communication I failed to send previously.
I hope someday it's received.
Dearest Janna, You held me, in the darkest time of my life
when I was most vunerable and lonely and you called bullshit on me when there was bullshit
swimming in my eyes all "automatic pattern" as you'd say. (insert loud, infectious Janna laughter here)
I sat across the room from you many occasions
thinking how damn beautiful you were! Perfect in every sense of shape and form. Wondering what it would be like to dance at Burning Man with you, creating a safe space for other women to dance with spirit freely in the 'almost …

"I need a priest on speed dial".

One that's open minded so to speak.But he's got a have a pair of balls. One that calls NO BULLSHIT and doesn't back down if needed.
Does anyone have any friends or friends of friends in the area?
I'm also looking for medical professionals with the same attributes.
or super relious kickboxers?

We are haunted by the living more than the dead

Once a man worries, he clings to anything out of desperation; and once he clings he is boundto get exhausted or to exhaust whomever or whatever he is clinging to. A warrior-hunter, on the other hand knows he will lure the game into his traps over and over again, so he doesn't worry." ~ Carlos Castaneda from The Wheel of Time

I met with a client today who's house is active. Members of the family are being touched - doors slam, things go bump in the night. Yet - the client wonders why nothing happens specifically to "her".
But in listening to "JANE" talk about her current stress level and hear her worry about what is happening to the people around her as she repeats her anger & frustration
- "Jane" does not equate her "unusual bouts of screaming" that last up to 3 hours or her increased anger as anything that is "happening" to her because she's not being touched or seeing like the other family members.
Yet "JAN…