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We are All Our Own Devil

So excited to have completed my first two official "lectures" as
a psychic/medium with the Blue Mountain Paranormal Society.
This past weekend I was super fortunate to meet a really great group of individuals who were just - awesome all around.
Both Friday & Saturday evening proved successful in terms of sharing information with people & making connections in this plane and in the one we can not see.

With that - wanted to share some things that I learned...on this weekends adventure:
Bonnie - a woman in my group on Saturday gave me have an AHA moment.
She shared the following thought: "Many people are taught to believe that we are a physical being with a spirit inside of us when in reality or so I believe
it's the other way around.
We are Spiritual beings much larger then the physical form who come into the physical and go out of the physical. Usually when I explain this I use a closed fist as an example of the physical and when I speak of how most people see us I stick a finger into the fist to show how most people see our soul / spirit as inside the body but then I explain circling my hand around the closed fist that we are much more we are spirit who manifest into the physical. Stating we are out here ....circling the physical body and when the physical is gone we are still here. The other thing I try to always say is just consider ...and do the explanation ...I believe we can only guide another into a belief that each much come into their own understanding & truth".

That's some pretty powerful stuffs right there.

I also heard a song on the radio called Oscar Wilde - By Company of Thieves
It made me think about a lot of things I encountered this past weekend in waking state and not -when this glorious voice sang

WOW !!
This makes total sense - as people keep popping in and out of my life - some with the same questions - wondering why they have so much pain that they can't understand.
I offer this - We are all our own devils.
We create the world in which we live. Things don't just happen to us - they happen because of our thoughts - our energy - who we are at our core - how we walk the earth & which values we so choose to live out. The law of attraction is always at work. If you're negative
- until you break your pattern - you will continue to attract like things - like it or not.
we just need to grow a set of balls & believe this to be true.
Miracles are always possible. Always. We have the power to grow, heal and succeed in every aspect of our lives if we so choose to cultivate a life full of abundance.
The things "holding us back" the "patterns" we can't seem to break are mere stories that we tell ourselves to keep us from our full potential.

I was defintely my own devil this weekend - choosing to be frustrated within the context of things I myself created. No one else. But now that I'm looking back - the light is on - stay freggin tuned.

The information to adapt a better way of living this life is all around us.
We have so much access to revolt against mediocrity of our day to day in a truly positive way
yet we choose to be our own devil because it's the easiest and less risky option.

The last thing I want to say is THANK YOU -
to my team members &to the public members of my investigative group Saturday night.
It was the first time - I fully experienced a walk in that spoke through me
While - I do not know where I went when "Sam" came in
I will say that I was alarmed, I was physically altered and shaken
when I came to realize my limbs were heavy and numb,
my heart was boiling in my chest and it took all my strength to mutter words aloud.
The love & care I received allowed me to keep this alarming first experience in perspective although I am still in a bit of disbelief.

This also happened somewhat Friday evening but not to the degree that it controlled my entire physical being in pain on Saturday night. I am grateful that my ability and gifts continue to help me to learn all of the possibility of communicating with those who walk beyond the world of the living. But I felt as if I was on overload - to some degree - I could not, perhaps did not turn it off during my normal life - and wound up completely frustrated with visitors that I simply did not have availability for.
Thinking back now - couldn't have I just took a message instead of acting on what they told me to say/do? It would have saved a quite a bit of time and tears.

But it's all process.

As I continue my journey into the otherworld,
I appreciate your kind thoughts, your prayers, positive energy and love.

And since I had a made love affair with music this weekend -
I want to offer another song that will rock your F*n socks off:
"Shake it out" By Manchester Orchestra


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